Ramblings from the Wilderness- Part Six

barren land with deep blue sky

If you haven’t already, please go back and read the intro. These letters will make much more sense if you read the intro first, thanks.

August 24, 2017

Dear Jesus,

I have been so bored with my life for years. I feel like I have no purpose, no direction. I know I’m supposed to reach the lost and raise godly kids, but sometimes I don’t feel like the right girl for the job. Like, maybe they would do better if raised by someone else.

Someone with more patience, more money, more free time, more creative, more fun, more energetic… all these things that I lack. I feel like I have nothing to offer them, really. I do love them, but is that good enough? I don’t know. I feel like I make all the wrong choices and say “no” too much. I am always too tired to do fun stuff or too broke to go anywhere. I hope my kids and I aren’t distant when they’re grown. I don’t want to be old and alone. Lord help me.

Yolanda

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Apostolic Momma

Single mother of four children living in Washington state. Received the precious Holy Ghost on June 7, 2011 and living the good life ever since!

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