If you haven’t already, please go back and read the intro. These letters will make much more sense if you read the intro first, thanks.
August 12, 2015
Today I am so tired. So worn out. So burned out. So frustrated. So give out. I desperately want to send my kids to a friend’s house and just do nothing for like three days. No work, no cleaning, nothing! Sometimes I just want to lie down and die. I work so hard and wear myself out but never get ahead. I’m always behind on bills, and I can never do anything fun with my kids.
I hate that my back hurts constantly. It completely drains me. I feel like an old woman. I’m scared to think about the future and how crippled I might be by then. I want to live to the fullest and enjoy my life, but I haven’t been able to for years. I would like to go to a naturopath, a life coach, or something. Something’s got to change because I can’t take it anymore if it doesn’t. I just want to be happy and healthy again.