Ramblings from the Wilderness- Part Four

barren wilderness with blue sky and small, desert trees

If you haven’t already, please go back and read the intro. These letters will make much more sense if you read the intro first, thanks.


August 12, 2015

Dear Jesus,

Today I am so tired. So worn out. So burned out. So frustrated. So give out. I desperately want to send my kids to a friend’s house and just do nothing for like three days. No work, no cleaning, nothing! Sometimes I just want to lie down and die. I work so hard and wear myself out but never get ahead. I’m always behind on bills, and I can never do anything fun with my kids.

I hate that my back hurts constantly. It completely drains me. I feel like an old woman. I’m scared to think about the future and how crippled I might be by then. I want to live to the fullest and enjoy my life, but I haven’t been able to for years. I would like to go to a naturopath, a life coach, or something. Something’s got to change because I can’t take it anymore if it doesn’t. I just want to be happy and healthy again. 

Yolanda

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Apostolic Momma

Single mother of four children living in Washington state. Received the precious Holy Ghost on June 7, 2011 and living the good life ever since!

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